Falling apart.

Each time I drive to the hospital,
Each time I walk through the entrance,
Each time I enter the lift,
Each time I see her,
Each time I look at him from afar,
Each time he holds my hands,
Each time he tells me not to worry,
I realized that no matter how strong I prepared myself to be,
No matter how hard I try to control myself,
Tears just tend to roll down by themselves.

I love you dad.
I can't afford to lose you.

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Where are you,
When I needed you most.