Good morning.

So, tell me. How is your heart feeling today?

This remains.

Dated 25th May 2010;

I do not know when,

I will ride on the most unique and white unicorn,

To come look for you,

For the wind will lead me to you.

When you're in your deepest sleep or in your worst nightmare,

I will be there to kiss your frights away.

Open your eyes and look at me,

For I am your prince, my Sleeping Beauty.

Give me your heart,

And I'll shower it with tender loving care.

Different.

And so, I came across a song just now. I can't help but think what if, what if. I'm aware of how much things have changed compared to the past. I'm always hoping that everything will be good all over again. I know it's tough. Because it's all so different now. The things I've decided on, there is a very rare chance on me going back on it. Sometimes yeah, I do get the feeling. The feeling where you feel really insecure, thinking if you would regret doing the things you did. As for now, I'm sure that I'm living with no regrets. As long as I've got that one thing I really want in my life right now.

But I still need a time machine though. Not to bring me back in time, but to pass forward. Because I cannot wait for that one day to come. (:

Light up the lights.

Hello blog. It's been long.

Just thought of dropping by because it's Christmas today.

Merry Christmas everyone!

(:

p/s: I'll be back when the new year begins.

Happy holidays!

xo

Of balloons and candles.

Poser. Hahaha.

 

Happy Birthday, Supergirl.

May you fly high and burst into the sky like the fireworks.

 (:

I need help.

Somebody hit me please!

What to do?

How to do?

):

):

):

Let's runaway and don't ever look back.

Happy Birthday to Hello Kitty!

p/s : Happy first of November to you too. (:

Hello November.

Please be good to me.

Time

and distance.

At home, waiting.

A splash of colours to brighten up your day.

(:

Your warmth.

I'm going to hug Fin Fin to sleep tonight.

And many many more nights to come.

For you, know the reason why.

Precious, you served me long enough.

Rest well, those days will be back.

-

People always say, 'You'll never know what you have till you lose it'.

It's true.

-

If nothing lasts forever, will you be my nothing?

For I will, be your nothing.

All said and done.

"You must learn to take the good and the bad, the happy and the sad, love what you've got and remember what you had. Learn to forgive, but never forget, learn it from your mistakes but never regret. People change and things go wrong, but you just have to remember that life goes on."

The heart is at peace.

The best in you, I could find.

Have you ever noticed how much I love the curve your lips make each time you smile?

The wider, the better.

-

With all the hopes, trust and faith that I put in this time around,

I believe,

we will be happy.

Now, trust me back.

And be happy.

(:

Believe me, you do know me.

"Behind a person's smile, a person's laughter, a person's joy - there could be more pain than imagined. Don't be surprised someone unexpected will just break down out of nowhere. You don't know where they're from: how they have lived their life. They're human also -  with fears; with reasons to cry. "

I do not know if you will see this. But, this is for you, for the answer that you could not find in me today.

You know how much I appreciate you. But some things are better left unsaid.

Forget the past. Live on and live well.

Untitled.

Don't you dare decide to come back.

Tired of laying low.

I still remember, that night where I came out at 3 in the morning to look for you.

It means a lot. It, still means, a lot.

Because now, I would still do the same for you.

-

I know its not your fault, 

But I’m a locked door.
Anytime I’m a mess by someone before.
And I wish that I,
I could find a key.
To unlock all the things that you want us to be
Let me open up and start again,
But there’s a safe around my heart.
I don’t know how to let you in,
And that’s what keeps us apart
And that’s why I need time.
I said I need you,
I need you to understand, you, you, you.

Call up the locksmith,
Tell him we need him quick.
We’ve got a million keys,
None of them seem to fit.
While you’re on the phone,
Call up the locksmith.
Cause I could use some time,
Even the slightest bit.
Let me open up and start again,
And break this safe around my heart.
I don’t know how to let you in,
And that’s what keeps us apart.
And that’s why I need time.
I said I need you.
I need you to understand, you, you, you.

Need You ; Travie McCoy

Not like the movies.

1. Shit happens. Don't keep it in your ass till it overflows and bursts out. Deal with it.

2. All is well.

3. It feels like you cut me wide open, watched me bleed bit by bit, and left me to die there alone.

4. Sometimes, things just get stuck in the middle.

5. Knock knock.

Each of them, they mean something. Thank you guys. More to come, eh? (:

Bobo,

hi.

I am very happy now.

WEE WANG WANG.

(:

-

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival by the way!

Hello Kitty is love.

Yeah, I'm such a kid, I know.

Because secretly I know.

1.

Whether you're doing it willingly or not, just don't.

Because karma happens. And yeah, karma pretty much sucks.

You should know better now.

2.

Whether you know it or not, I believe there was once something.

I never took you for granted.

3.

How to make you happy?

Even if I do, deep down you're not.

Then what's the point?

Don't judge me simply by how you feel.

Angel.

You always hurt the one you love,  

The one you shouldn't hurt at all.

You always take the sweetest rose,  

And crush it till the petals fall.

You always break the kindest heart,  

With a hasty word you can't recall.  

So, if I broke your heart last night,  

It's because I love you most of all.

I don't get you.

At all.

And now you're not here. Again.

Instead they're the ones who are trying to make me feel better.

Same ol' same ol' situation.

Maybe I should just change. Right.

Aku memang pun perempuan yang teramat susah.

Bye.

I suck.

Yeaaah, that explains it all.

Tell me what you want to hear.

The thought of bringing you to somewhere very picturesque,

The thought of admiring the night view from the top of a hill with you,

The thought of saving and buying something that you really like.

The thoughts of everything I have in mind,

You don't even know half of it.

But yeah, it is not important now.

Because those thoughts have completely vanished.

I need another story,

Something to get off my chest.

Do not force yourself.

The things you see with your eyes are not always real.

Some things are only visible with faith.

There are many things that I saw today.

So tell me, which is real and which is not?

Stand there and watch me burn.

I want.

Anger is one letter short of danger.

I'm falling sick.

):

It was just yesterday.

Ready to fly.

-

The eighth month, hello.

July is definitely a month which I will remember most by.

How about you, August?

I have yet to find out.

Of cake and chocolates.

Hey you.

Yeah you.

Happy Birthday.

(:

Lost.

What is it that I really want?

Irrevocable.

Thank you.

我痛在心理.

再见.

Gotta love today, too!

Hawaiian chicken pizza, fish burger with fries, Japanese sushi bento set, passion fruit drink with passion poppings, ABC, nasi briyani ayam, pineapple Bangkok fried rice, fish head noodles, carbonara spaghetti with beef bacon, seafood tom yam noodles, fresh lime juice and blackforest cake.

Yes, I'm going to get fatter soon.

Someone please help me!

Okay, diet starts today. For a few days, hopefully.

I promise a proper update soon!

xo

Gotta love today!

Raw fish porridge, asam laksa, ABC, currypuff, oyster omelette, fried prawn mee, barley with gingko and beancurd, iced jelly cocktail, popcorn, Sprite, chocolate cream puff, you tiao, durian egg tarts.

.

..

...

Stomach explosion!

That's how much I ate today.

))):

JADE CHIN YUEN YOKE, YOUR DIET PLAN FAILED, OFFICIALLY!

But oh well, was worth it.

(((:

I love Kuala Lumpur!

I love Malaysia HAHAAHHA.

Sorry just feeling extra happy today.

Love my life/LML!

(:

p/s : Pictures will be up soon!

Athwart.

Treat someone like how you want to be treated.

Learn.

Or we're done.

Literally.

For you.

Stole this from Shieng's blog. (:

Oh and Happy Birthday to Lee Chun Jui!

xo

So hot will melt your popsicle.

I know a place where the grass is really greener.

-

I know I know.

I have been neglecting my blog, a lot.

But it's like I'm so exhausted after going out the whole day, everyday.

Anyway, this week I'm packed with activities.

Today - Karaoke with the girls from high school.

Wednesday - Going for movie, 'Knight and Day' at Mid Valley. Finally Jane!

Thursday - Help mum with work a bit, maybe. And going to Pyramid to get my hair trimmed and meeting up with the loved one.

Friday - Going to Genting with college friends.

Saturday - A day with the family.

Sunday - My belated birthday dinner with close friends from college.

And and, I watch football too till late night.

Well not every night but when Ronaldo plays, then yeah hahahaa.

Okay so, please pardon me for er, ditching this blog for a while.

I promise I will be back, lovelies!

xo

How many times?

It’s as if the butterfly is here to take away her pain. 

Hello Mr. Butterfly, we meet again.

I am

bored to death.

And it's only like the third day of holidays?

I want to watch movies and karaoke whole day.

And also shop. It's sales time yo!

-

I want you to experience another one of your first's with me.

Let's hope this comes true.

(:

Freedom, not yet.

Last day of finals tomorrow!

Wish me luck.

(((((:

xo

I shouldn't be here.

I really shouldn't be here.

But yeah, today is a quite productive day, I can say.

I'm going to finish you up, you freaking Audit!

-

Yeah, well said.

The one in the mirror.

Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?

Well, you can try sleeping in my bed.

-

I dislike talking about my buried feelings because it makes me cry so badly.

In the end, I just want to wish you, good night.

Need some luck?

I have plenty to give.

In the ancient Japanese culture, the dragonfly represented protection and good luck to warriors on the battle field.

Best wishes to all fellow CAT/ACCA candidates.

Good luck!

Hi dung (Doong).

This is for you.

(:

Idiosyncrasies of Malaysians.

I suddenly thought of this. With this script, we managed to be champion in the Choral Speaking Competition for a few years in high school back in 2003.

Enjoy.

(:

Idiosyncrasies of Malaysians
Huh? What's that?
Little personal behaviors or nature
Peculiar to Malaysians
Funny but it's true
That these observations we make
Can be about you

Malaysians by large oooooze charm and care
Sensitive and mature
We compromise
And we share
But why is it
Malaysians, when behind the wheels
Mutate into monsters!
Rude.
Selfishh..
Dangerousss...
Racing taxis, noisy cars
Rushing here, rushing there
Rushing here and everywhere!
Immature road bullies
Who smash windscreens and bones

(Scream)
While hooting honking drivers
Impatiently groan
BEEP! BEEP! Eh! I signaled what!
Signal your own side lah! My car my space what!
Oh, dear! Is this KL?
Look at how they speak!
Sshhhhh!
No wonder, KL is the third rudest city in the world
We have drivers
Who turn highways into Formula One track
Hey, guys!
I am better than Michael Shcumacher!
Fleeting motorcyclist
Who zig zag their way to death
Vroom vroooom...

Motorists suddenly slow down
Necks outstretch
Eyes affixed
ACCIDENT! ACCIDENT!

(Nee noh nee noh)
Eh, somebody call the ambulance!
Wah, accident ah?
Eh, go buy toto and magnum!
5 big 5 small, 9394 ar...
We ask ourselves, whatever for?
Just to note the number plate for a digit win

Public toilets
Can't live with them
Yucks!
Can't live without them
I think I'm gonna poop!
Mummy, mummy! Do you want me to sit or stand on the toilet seat?
No, no, darling! At home you seat, outside you stand!
Malaysians are somewhat unclear
About what goes into where
A peep into public toilets
AAHHHHH! 

Confirms your worst nightmare

Malaysians
We just love to eat
Uummmpp..
We munch and crunch
Chomp and chew
Through a feast of foood
Check out the delicacies!
We have
The spiciest
The sweetest
Most sour
And most bitter of food
Nasi lemak
Chappati
Sizzling steak
Char kuey teow
Roti canai
Satay
High teas ang buffet galores
Bring kiasus to the fore
Piling their plates with soooo much food
Still they come for more
For more
And more
And more!
Just to get their money's worth
The results
From size S to XXL
XXL to...
You get the point?
Obesity
Diabetes
Heart diseaees
(Doopdoop, doopdoop.. teeeeeeeet!)
But then
Every we look we see
Diet pills
Surgeries
It doesn't make sense
Why don't we just exercise?

There's a time in the year
Where Malaysians behave a little queer
Yesss! The sales are here!
Megasales up to 30, 50, 70 percent of discounts
(Gasp)
Buy 2 get 1 free!
Shop 'til you drop!
Run out of money?
Not to worry!
We have
American Express
Visa Card
Master card
One for every occasion!
Spend, spend, spend
Bills, bills, bills
Enjoy now
Regret later

Malaysians have a complex that
Much is more
Bigger is better
Taller is terrific!
Thus, we have
The tallest Twin Towers
The longest canopy walking
The largest cooking contest
The biggest moon cake
(Gasp)
Wait!
Not forgetting the number of trees planted
A hundred thousand trees a minute
See, we have them all
If we can't make it
To the Guinness Book of Records
The Malaysian Book of Records will do, thank you!
Having heard our view
Won't you say
Malaysians are
Peculiar in their nature and behavior?
However
These idiosyncrasies
For better or worse
Mark us as Malaysians
As we stamp our identity
That makes us
Malaysians Malaysian! 

p/s : 3 Jujurians! Do you guys remember this still? (;

I feel empty.

Tired of everything.

My heart is broken.

All I do is cry.

I'm an idiot.

Bye.

Why?

She stays with you when you ask her to not leave you.

You have got her back when she knows you are having a hard time.

She will never feel annoyed and is always so willingful to answer your calls even if it is four in the morning.

She is holding her hand phone in her hand, hoping to get your text message even though she is very exhausted.

She could do stupid and silly acts just to see a smile across your face.

She would be the best listener you can ever have when you need to pour your emotions out.

Inspired by Ke Li.
(:

-

Am I ever enough for you?

-

The reason is, the one word called love.

Don't bother reading.

I'm hungry, my head hurts and my eyes hurt. 

It's going to rain and where's my parcel, Mr Postman?

I'm in dilemma. Help.

I'm bored.

Somebody please rescue me.

-

I miss the beach.

I miss the beautiful sunset.

I miss the good food.

I miss the people.

I miss the never-ending fun.

I miss the serene place.

Oh, how I miss Malacca.

-

Oh and by the way,

I'm not sure if you still read my blog but,

Happy Birthday Shen!

Have an awesome twenty first birthday.

I promise the next time you ask me out for KFC or anything, I will go okay?

(:

A story that was never told.

I want to be that one chance you take, hoping it'll be the last chance you ever took.

You know I still love you, baby.

And it will never change.

I want nobody, nobody but you.

I want nobody, nobody but you.

How can I be with another, I don't want any other.

I want nobody, nobody.

Nobody, nobody.

Jayesslee is loveeee.

Gorgeous ladies with beautiful and sexy voices.

And I love their accent hahaha.

I personally like girls who can sing and play the guitar at the same time.

Shit, how is it possible that I don't know how to play any musical instrument at all?

Procrastination

sucks big time.

Somebody kill me please.

Or make the freaking book more interesting to read. 

Okay thanks bye.

Bombs are falling everywhere.

Please blindfold me, and guide me to the right place where I belong.

Black parade.

The mask that I wear,

May not be the most picturesque one.

But I imagine it as shimmering white in colour, golden sequined around the eyes with a feather of a peacock at the top side of my left eye.

The mask that I wear,

They do not see the real me.

Only the paper face that I meticulously put on each time I leave home.

The mask that I wear,

Does it reflect who I am underneath?

Being sincere? Or just fake.

The mask that I wear,

Hides the ugliness of my doomed soul.

Disguises the true feelings in my heart.

The mask that I wear,

Look around.

Do not be astonished that everyone wears one too.

The mask that I wear,

Pretending to be good.

Hiding our sins.

The mask that I wear,

Strolling around, looking at each other's mask.

Beneath these masks, written all over us are words like anger, jealousy, impatience, stubborn-ness and selfishness.

The mask that I wear,

Life is a masquerade.

So get ready and put on your mask for the ball.

The mask that I wear,

Despite of how perfect you want to be, along the way somehow you will get jaded.

For you are not being your true inner self.

The mask that I wear,

After all the hurt, hidden and silent tears, it gets worn out and you will need a new mask.

But how many more do we need to face this life? It will never be adequate.

The mask that I wear,

Do not lose yourself to the black parade.

Cut your mask with a sharp blade, let it tear and watch it burn in red hot blazing fire.

The mask that I do not wear,

Take a ride on a merry-go-round and show off your real face.

Smile gleefully with everyone else and be genuine.

Yours truly.

I dare you. To take off your mask.

Gotta get next to you.

I may not have the prettiest face for you to look at,

or the skinniest waist for you to hold,

but I promise I have the biggest heart to love you with.

p/s : I don't know how to read the last word lol. But oh well, I find the picture cute.

(:

Bouyant.

Oh and I also want a new car.

And Miss Tan Ke Yi is getting it for me.

Yayy, thank you so much.

(;

I want

1. New shoes/heels/sandals.

2. New bag.

3. New wallet.

4. New clothes.

5. iPhone.

6. To travel around the world.

Money, please drop down from the sky right now, thank you.

-

I want karaoke!

Teman please, anyone?

Addicted.

Pyramid
Charis featuring Iyaz

Shawty's love is like a pyramid
We stand together 'til the very end
There'll never be another love for sure
Iyaz and Charice let we go

Stones,
heavy like the love you've shown
Solid as the ground we've known
And I just wanna carry on

We took it from the bottom up
And even in a desert storm
Sturdy as a rock, we hold
Wishing every moment froze

Now I just wanna let you know
Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid,
we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top
(At the top, baby)
Like a pyramid

And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall, just keep on going
Forever we will stay,
like a pyramid

Cold,
never ever when you're close
We will never let it fold
A story that was never told
Something like a mystery

And every step we took, we've grown
Look how fast the time has flown
A journey to a place unknown
We're going down in history

Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top
(At the top, baby)
Like a pyramid

And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall, just keep on going
Forever we will stay,
like a pyramid

Like a pyramid, girl, I'mma show you
That I love you so much, that we gonna get through
Even when it storms, I will never go
I'mma be the one to keep you safe, hey

Four walls and love, packin' more than enough
Holding on to one another, be the cover when it's rough
Mother nature or disaster,
won't stop our happy ever after

Pyramid, keep it going
(Like a pyramid, like a pyramid)
Whoa
(Like a pyramid, like a pyramid)

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top
(At the top baby, at the top, girl)
Like a pyramid

And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall, just keep on going
Forever we will stay,
like a pyramid

We built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top
(At the top baby, at the top girl)
Like a pyramid

And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep it going
Forever we will stay,
like a pyramid

Like a pyramid, like a pyramid, eh
Like a pyramid, like a pyramid, eh
Like a pyramid, like a pyramid, eh eh

I could use a dream or a genie or a wish.

Ninth of May, as you all know is Mother's Day. And it is also my parent's Wedding Anniversary.

And tenth of May, is Catherine's birthday.

I celebrated both these special days on the ninth. Because I think Cath's not free the next day or something.

1. Went for brunch with the parents at Grand Imperial Restaurant at the USJ19 City Mall near my house.

The menu.

Beautiful chandelier.

Keyi likes this picture. So, tadah!

People mountain, people sea really.

My plate and uhm, chopsticks.
Oh and somehow the soy sauce there tasted extra delicious.

As it was quite early, they only had dim sum and not much of other dishes yet. So oh well, had to go on with dim sum since we're already there. Anyway, I couldn't adjust the correct mode for my camera so some of the pictures turned out to be really blur. Nonetheless I only took a few pictures of the food because the blurry pictures really did a great job by annoying the shit out of me.

Chee cheong fun with char siew.

Some fried mini buns with chicken floss inside.
Delicious oohlala.

Salad prawn with parsley and some fried thingy with char siew filling.
Yumssss.

Har gao.
I eat the har gao without the gao. Meaning, I eat the prawns without the skin outside it.
So yeaah, but the prawns were huge and crunchy.

My favourite fish balls.
Very flavourful, I can eat ten of this haha.

Siew mai.
Again, the prawns were hugeeee.

Vast array of wine displayed.

In my opinion, food was good. But the service was really lousy. We spent almost two hours there. Food came really slow and we couldn't get any waiter to check with on the food. Even the bill took around twenty minutes to come.

Dad was really furious so I guess there's no more next time to dining there. I don't mind slow food as long as it is good, Daddd. ):

2. Went to the photo shop in USJ 2 to get my picture taken for my driving license. No more P driver yo! (: But heck, the pictures turned out like crap. Ahh who cares. I'll just hide them in my wallet.

3.

Event : Cath's Pre-Birthday Celebration.

Venue : Hostel, SS14, Empire Gallery and SS15.

Participants : Myself, Keyi, Cai Ling, Hwee San, Yeannin and of course Cath.

Drove to college's hostel around six in the evening. Picked them up first then Cath. We discussed in the car outside of Lagoon View on what and where to eat. Cath suggested Bah Kut Teh and everyone agreed. Although I don't fancy pork but I love the soup. So I took them to my regular Bah Kut Teh shop in SS14. Funny how nice we dressed to eat in a Bak Kut Teh shop haha.

My oh so favourite came first.
Dried Bah Kut Teh.

The original Bak Kut Teh.
The lady there kept refilling the soup for us omg.

Vegie with oyster sauce and topped with fried shallots.

Our mouthwatering dinner.

Time for after food pictures.

Yeannin and I.

(:

Snow White Cath.

We wanted Snowflakes badly but our stomach just wouldn't anything to go in anymore. Too full. So I brought them to the new mall in town, the Empire Gallery. Awesome place I would say. The mall looks rather high class. Definitely going to be my hang out place for now. Not to mention, free parking some more. Can't wait for Chili's to open there!

First thing we did was went to the toilet to camwhore. The toilet is full with mirrors, wow. We went walking after that. Trying on heels in Charles & Keith and I saw a pair of heels that I fancy a lot there, aww.

All smiles.

Everyone.

Toilet posers.

Cath and I.

Fascinated with the pretty toilets.

Cupcakes.

The one of a kind Starbucks.

Five beautiful ladies.
Ahh and not forgetting the camerawoman.

Free performance.

Beautiful handmade paper flowers as decorations.

With us.

They even have bird cages as decorations.

Impressive.

Jacoon people never see Guess before. Hahh.

Woo huge cleavage alert.

More colour papers decorations.

And then we went to Toys "R" Us since we were too free.

The entrance.

Doodolls!

Cath and a bear that she loves.

Patrick and Spongebob, aww.

Lady in pink.

The mini animals and houses that everyone is in love with.

The house with stairs.

Gawdd, they even have a Crepe store.
Luckier than we humans, eh?

Yellow kindergarten truck.

Their very own kitchen.

Busy with their things.

Tall versus Short.

Hwee San is happy with the little rabbit that she bought.
It hops and hops.

Hwee San's Mr Giraffe.
And Cai Ling looks super chio.

No, we're not promoting the store.

((:

Hi everyone. Meet Elmo.

Down to car park.

Left the place around nine and went straight to SS15 for Snowflakes.

Big round eyes.

Cath and Cai Ling.

Snowflake's bestseller.

Pearls, red beans and taro.

Ocha balls with red beans.

Colourful.

Happy people. (:

The droplet of water.

Woo iceee.

The receipt.

After Snowflakes, I had to rush to RT Pastry House to collect a cake I got for my mum two nights ago. Wanted to surprise my mum, so yeah. Fetched everyone back to hostel and we surprised Cath with her present. We bought her the uhm, I don't know what is it called but it's very cute from Toys "R" Us earlier. Remember the mini animals and houses? Yeaah, that.

Happy girl going gaga over her present.

After the surprise and sending Cath back to Lagoon View, I went home straight. Afraid that the cake will melt or something haha. Sooo I went home and surprised her with the cake. She doesn't look surprise but according to Keyi, my mum looks happy. Oh yayy.

The Greenery Love.
Love how they put the white chocolate heels there.

Three big candles and a small one to represent their thirty fifth anniversary.

My dearest mum.

My family.

Blowing candles. Hahaa so cute.

A red carnation for Mum.
Free with every cake bought from RT on Mother's Day.

My portion.

Used candles.

Apparently, the green tea cake is RT's bestseller. But I don't really like it. The green tea part was okay. But I don't fancy red beans and they have layers of cream with red beans in it Ahh the horror. But my mum says it's good. Everything is good if she says it's nice since it's for her.

I want RT's Opera cake for my birthday! (;

Till today, the carnation is still alive because I spray it with water everyday.

Happy Belated Mother's Day, Mum!

And Happy Belated Birthday to Catherine too!

xo